what’s in a name?

okay i have to write this blog right now. geez, how many times have i started and get paranoid because of the lack of trust that have anymore and is detrimental to any success because of the trauma in my whole life from people that i trusted and given so much unconditional love to people and i don’t want to assume this but its a safe assumption that i have done everything for people in my life and those i meet…

ugh, and this one journeyman millwright tells me, it not what i did but what i didn’t do. geez, and i am the crazy one to need behavioral heatlth therapy from a LGBT office… and i love everyone but this LGBT propaganda is more to try to get people to have “love has no gender,” see the blog on this other site.

back to the title of this post…

geez, i am a certified web master from cerritos college but no associates and one of my brothers tells me when i got this over 20 years ago, call myself, “another web master.” i sort of had an intuition not saying but listening like a whore. and i tell my mother a few times in the last years, don’t dismiss me mother like i am your whore. and the comedy is, if you dismiss a whore she (or he) will need to hustle up more whorish business as the one they are giving love needs to work and hustle

oh, comedy is finding humor in tragedy

but life is more joyous than a tragedy. and i think women have penis envy, hence my blog after “love has no gender,” see this one, “two girls and one strap on.” oh, and i thank all those gay friends i tried to be a friend to but, really any man that wants to penetrate is the faggot and the one receiving this painful pleasure is the victim. oh, perhaps, my last time having penis in there was 41 years ago and its now just dreams and “mild psychosis,” (need to blog on this one), as another recent doctro from UCLA diagnosis me in 2023. haha doctors are fucking gay lamers sticking their fingers up butts. leave my fucking butt alone before i do some surgery and make all your penises detachable, from a song i heard as a child. haha.

artist names i had

musicallessness

nedrahej

nedrahj

jharden79

creativelysnapped

anotherwebmaster

and now

doctor logic

so i combined them to be

doctor logic of musicallessness

as one of my father tells me recently, it’s all just noise to him. yeah, tell me about it dad. but music is my only drug addiction. i even made a 12 step for recovery…

anyways thanks for listening and comment

p.s. this is a work in progress blog as art and music is more expressive than these humans words that don’t express our emotions but thoughts and english or anyother language can never compare to solfeggio.

haha, music is solfeggio or our language to the soul and i laugh again when a photograph or art can say a thousand words. and i have 50,000 photographs to keep me busy writing lame as english words, i may have to write in spanish, german, chinese, and any other languages like japanese, russian, arabic, hebrew, err latin, haha! latin…. hmmm… haha latin to the greeks and haha greeks trying to compete with music or art…. sorry not sorry

anyways remember…

smile cause you’re worht it 🙂

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