Writing is better but movies are magic

When you think about or maybe I’m old that reading is easier for me than sitting and watching a person stare at a camera and record themselves. Hence, why I don’t record me speaking out loud as speaking is a way physically verbalize our feelings and writing can express thoughts. Ugh and then a man tells me when his girlfriend comes over he makes her promise not to talk or understand feelings.

Feelings are just that a way to have an experience of life and to use this energy motion or emotions to create, err destroy. Now, some think creating by destroying first is better. Which is another post to write later.

Movies, or music is magical at expressing feelings without too much dialogue to exchange. But, you do need more dialogue that presently capable. And music is magical when simple phrases are kept simple but repeated to help the listener process her feelings and then she can think better at how to create what she really, really wants; thanks Brittany spears for such lyrics as beautiful 😍 as these.

Anyways, repetition is a good thing but why too much is a good thing in dialog in what is commonly referred to as vlogging. Now, some enjoy these and I could too if I just listen to them lecture on and on.

Reading on the other hand can be skimmed for the jest or critically questioned to not buy all the hype the writer, vlogger, or director wants to propaganda his thoughts to get someone to feel they are a lonely girl to pick on Justin Bieber’s lyrics. And that’s when Harper Lee wrote a letter expressing that it’s not Marxism but illiteracy. And then, most of the people are college graduates and having behavioral therapy to correct such autism and th trauma from family abandoning me because they want to control my life.

Controlling someone’s life

Funny telecare is guilty exactly what family does and gets money from tax payers so I will pick on telecare more than family. As they tell me I need to do something with my life or recover from such a mental illness and I willingly volunteered as I didn’t really have the choice as I was gaslighted into such. But, for ten years I hear from telecare and kaiser and college hospital a question of how and what they can do to help me not to mention at the end of such care bling me for being evicted and acting like I am the problem. Yet, to think and process the feelings of such spiteful family and therapy, I can safely assume that my family, the religious cults and telecare are sex trafficking their members in their little LGBT offices. But, the kicker is the fraternity of unions, and the male intimate bonding but the homophobia in these organized religions and fraternities.

And then, it happened after no dates or dinner, a man, a member or patient, calls me up out of the blue march 2, 2022 and says, “can I marry you and let’s get married in June as I want to make love to your son?” And I ask the wholeonth inappropriate to telecare these questions such as, how are two men to marry, have a son, what kind of love do two men give to their son, and after 43 years of life I can safely assume that if the propaganda of “love has no gender,” that sex is love, and then the next inappropriate question is, “if sex is love will and is okay to fuck children and why do we call it rape women when I guy just wants to have sex with females, molestation if it’s children, and then, what age can we fuck children is too young?

Geez, seriously, but, to control someone and manipulate them to have me have to ask these questions is sexual harassment, abusing a person with a disability that doctors can only diagnose and not treat.

How can you all help me? … Blog this later more in depth

First of all, give me my license so I can go back to work and drive truck and make a living so I can father children and have a family if you all mock me for being a virgin.

Haha my coming out blog later but the gist is: “proud to be virgin.”

P.s. selling this featured image on tshirts and whatever you want. Haha where as long as I don’t have to be the tattoo artist on some of all your imaginations, and men and women are guilty for these mental images I had to process all these years.

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