wow I think I blew away the butterflies but I can never get rid of mine. The butterflies are too much. Can true love be true love?

I wish ouopn a sat for their love to meet me in New York City. Because I’m just in love with a small city girl. 

how can it be that we only met for five minutes and it was too strong of butterflies. But I was engage to a catfish who took me for $5000 plus. 

anyways, I’m writing this in a psychology hospital feeling helpless and full of hope faith and love. I wish I never born but then I can’t say that in the wonderful life that I led alone finding my everything of talents that nice is worth living. 

and now I have too many book to write and one of that just came as I did ten years of therapy; one million ways to die or is this just a suicidal genicide or maybe a homocide of such rape of bullies in my life.

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ugh this iPad is too bigger to write with I need my laptop and phone in here.

we met briefly volunteering somewhere I know who you are and then, I don’t know the butterflies are telling to just wait on the lord, the king, the god of gods, Christ jesus.

and the lord from heaven say just wait and write but only men call me bitch to write, so as the punk I am to rebellious childish game of war ad peace, we have to do something differently Ofer this for loop or a conditional statement in some computer program might spit out error messages.

hence, that’s why computers suck. But artificial intellect would be fun for all us humans and some animals teach and share. Who knows now what the future holds when I’m infatuated with this young lady that has given so much to society as I have.

yes, unconditional is energizing that you Jesus for such love and I’m sorry that humans murdered and crucified such a loving god.

and closing as always smile cause you’re worth it 🙂