Every girl that expresses a friendship and we end up falling for each and it’s like we think it’s a mutual proposal fails but then agsin the last marriage to someone well was sort of rushed and unprepared in a way that was not calculated but yet I still get signs from the universe and Christ that she loves me like soulmates wearing our hearts on our shoulders gives our all…
Yeah, I am glad i scared this last one off though for both our protection…
This one probably could be the first date haha 😂😂😂
If given the chance but this is a divine connection and we both our are own independent seeking a bff…
Anyways perhaps I should accepty fate that the slander and just chill in a second chance program and get state housing and live alone but then again, this is a divine intervention like I am possessed to write this blog to say sorry not sorry for running away in a fear of love haha
You our my complete opposite of similar minded been through hell and actually lived to tell me so much.
But something happened that night that was unexplainable and I never told anyone about such…
I don’t even know how to write about that let alone translate into english.
So with unconditional love I forgive myself and everyone loving my haters for doing their finest work to slander, get government involved that mental health only can diagnose me with 9 dsm 5., that cost everyone money trying to persuade me into something to lead me into a blackmail situation and I wonder was all this conspiracy worth it to put civilians at risk and people losing their jobs for petty reasons and skid row larger than ever.
Interesting skid row doesn’t have as much addicts like before.
13 years in a full service program of mental health and I learning about these diagnoses convenient ly, the same questions to learn are the same questions to negotiate and consult with doctors therapies nurses social workers.
One with a disability shouldn’t have to negotiate symptoms and reverse psychology questions with other questions instead of answering therapeutic questions.
But as a trucker, welder, restaurant manager, draftsperson, cashier, I learned quite a bit of skills pushing my addiction to music backwards.
So I did what every addict does overindulge in my drug of crime. Haha music and i focus on the fifth to eighth in Solfeggio… Sol LA to do
Sol LA ti do
But hopefully if she’s not fearful of our love she reads this or a friend explains reaches out through any means and finds me as hide and seek is a fun game especially from slanderous monsters that want to drug and rape me and say I will be happy being raped but perhaps I should use a better term thats more positive and not so homophobic.
Haha
I powerlessly held back from asking inappropriate questions from these lgbtqia therapy trying to be apart of their community as the abstinence or thee asexual. Geez… Sex is a drug addiction too
Once an addict always an addict I told one case manager
Portofolio for Jared Edward Harden 
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