It’s a shame the psychiatric has impure motives and want to drug me to persuade me to have as granny says, “i need male bonding” and then shes retorts back in rage, “I can’t reason with you”
Well fucking duh my autism is highly analytically logically as in, “logic trumps reason. “
It’s sad that telecare blames me of questions I knew not to ask for 13 years and they dismiss me.
It’s a shame that I have been and tortured all my life and when I do defend myself the fucking bullies play the victim when they realize my autism is highly on point and if needed k have defended myself in the past.
The last defense was against some man 2 times my size he went in to attack but all he went for was my neck. Ugh, my quick art, music, welding hands quickly deflected but if you don’t believe in angels, I was held back from completely breaking both his elbows.
Slandereded beyond all reasoning and mental health using my Medicare a nd government to set me up but dismiss me. Anyways I may have to enjoy the torture again to try and reach out to this but shit mental health 💩💩💩 ahit.
For my autistic being…
Forgive me body but if the doctors are going tj try tj drug me thinking I need anti psychotics and I thank God when they give me there drugs, the reactions are in the behavior9health unit causing a severe psychotic reaction.
Fuck it’s scary to have psycosos reaction from an anti psychotic. But here we go again I guess we could go in and get out drugged into a board and care and work with the new program and listen to music in bed all day and least have three hits and a cot and the lame reverse psychology me talk health workers trying to persuade in many covertly narcissistic ally ways j need to have male on male sex but I ain’t allowed to ask how to have such sex. Fuck I do t even understand sex with a female and the plenty of offers from females in their little seductive ways of just smile with a thanks but no thannks. What the fuck? To old thii last dud that his little problem is an addiction.
Yes sex is an addiction and may even be a drug in itself.
No mother fuckers I won’t have sex with anything…
Haha I said anything as if I need to have nMe each thing.
Sex is not love…
Narcissistic ultimatums of a boyfriend asking his girlfriend…
But shit perhaps if some spit on my face and call me Jesus Christ telling me I need to have my ass fucked then pass the law so that I am charge with a crime not allowing a daddy to fuck me.
If you love me, you’d let me fuck you..
Wtf I may have to go back to high school as perhaps I was taught wrong and we all need to face the fact that we need natural affection. Oh you have to see the reasoning of this jw.org article…
Perhaps the search query I leave for some quick reading of some of this tortured theocratic warfare or psychotic psychological bullshit persuading mental health to use sex as a weapon to claim I am mentally ill that I haven’t had sex.
https://www.jw.org/en/search/?q=Natural+affection&link=%2Fresults%2FE%2Fall%3Fq%3D
Really so I guess I am crazy for saying no for 44 years to homosexuality or even heterosexuality. Oh well, I worked to pay into the Social Security to collect my social Security disability income powerlessly negotiating with sexual territory that just want to rape me and call me names probably worse than the names I been called for 44 years.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but names will never hurt me… But my toddler genius brain says, yeah but lets see how long this takes and this may break governments or put them in debt for such cowardly actions…
Geez no is fucking no.
Now, do I go until the behaviorial health unitt again to be manipulated by a sexual psychotic mental health workers. Where is my protection from being tortured by these doctors that get paid. But haha perhaps by the looks of these male doctors we all now know the training and how they got though medical school.
Haha I read a post that most gen Z giving up the college experiences and finding g other lines if work. Perhaps why I walked away from acting twenty years ago for the sexual innuendos of that industry let alone the inappropriate touching k receive when I was an apprentice millwright for my first contractir that I was laid off as an apprentice. Oh well, I allowee this time stay away from the sexauk harassment and later after getting my license and certification to weld wrote a little based on my mental health to be dismissed from this apprenticship.
Perhaps I might have to do this second chance program after alll. But California’s mental health as red hot chili Californication song puts it…
But why should when I am a truck driver and can’t work because I won’t have sex with men…
But sure let’s use this second chance program hopefully the me talk health learns their lesson and be better.
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