Portofolio for Jared Edward Harden

Does it matter? No. because we don’t have a choice to not be sadly, this freewill crap is an ultimatum. if you choose not to be then you’re suicidal and well there are millions of cognitive behavior therapists that need jobs to give such therapy and psycho analyze someone.

ha ha

but, come on really why would anyone choose not to be if given the choice?

to answer the question as a truck driver and a person for passion for piano we have to be both. And so goes, it depends on the route one chooses. sometimes, i would just play piano solo whenever all night or morning. sometimes one forgets the time and well, do re mi fa so la ti do.

So la ti do…

and sleep and eat and shit when ever the craving hits. speaking of hit; stop and take a hit of jane and then, you lose yourself trapped as if you don’t have a life either trucking or piano. and then, one isn’t normal because one has a one track mind and is focused…

We don’t really have freewill of choosing to be or not to be but, perhaps we have the freedom to choose if we are a night or morning person or a graveyard well, you are free to roam a cemetery listening to Bach on your earbuds loud as you are capable of listening. if that’s you thing for a cemeteries

therefore…

hakuna mattata or don’t worry be happy

and what does one need to do to be happy?

the cognitive behavior triangle is thoughts create emotions to enjoy better behaviors and therefore better thoughts and loop this for ever if one begs the gods for such or hey! sitting down and watching television or a movie or youtube a pianist play and play…

just find you from within and be you and if someone criticizes you for being you fuck them and hopefully they don’t hate and envy such you being you.

if they do hate then, perhaps its best to accept such criticsim to allow their words give you an ultimatum or discrimate you from working and slander you onto disability for being crazy being you. hopefully my experience has taught any what happens.

chill the fuck out and smile

p.s. if you choose to not be then, please pick up your phone and dial 988 and talk to someone for such a crisis state of mind