Portofolio for Jared Edward Harden

First off tribute to the last move joker this line

Yes a comedy is finding humor in a tragedy and really life isn’t that tragic err grief is capable in a forms from loss of people or perhaps guilt and some seem to be psychopaths and other fun traits to learn such covert domestic terrorism.

Yes why we don’t negotiate the same question goes for learning

Now hamlet “to be or not to be” is an ultimatum but then again perhaps American freedoms don’t allow for those to not be.

Ha ha yes America takes suicide very seriously yet it seems my gas lit life of the whole life those far of such pain and suffering allowing to at least have some pretty amazing career adventures and then the educational and the volunteer experience of the treatment for my dual diagnosis leads to more hate.

To the point of such isolation and alienation and just allowing myself to be such bait in this hate scam of OPM and my work history and such as trump sums that the system is rigged and one must learn to leverage it. Hmmm…

So when psychically terrorized yet all psychiatrists recognize but gas lights me and well others.

The difference is I just been taught to not assume and dumb it down and not assume it and not talk about it…

Ugh it it it code four it…

Ha ha

Anyways, being told since the beginning regularly by my cognitive behavioral therapists that I am very emotionally intelligent and question ugh then how am I diagnosed crazy ha ha

And yet people mock me to this day; and really at their expense, time, labor and hmmm

What the fuck? What is the definition of insanity?

Ugh

So yes when these haters get in my energy I watch with amusement the response of the others just trying to ignore yet find my courage to speak my freedom of speech in such a way and the more hate the worse my

Potty puke vulgar mouth in flames more monologue for my amusement and well dance sing music photography painting computer engineering psychology web master English business communications is a few gifts through this continuous torture gives me time to reflect research and development my gifts talents and skills and grand mastering those to then develop new taste to find enjoyment to dream more skills and adventures.

So when I been ask last year for the first time what my desires are 8i just silently giggled and waited for then to finish their dialogue which more of was a monologue so I never got to answer such a question.

Anyways my family never knew me perhaps maybe my brother but we lost connection early in youth and more to which is another blog for another day.

Yes I trigger more hate and caution those to open up you hate and let it flow into me as it I already suffered enough perhaps I ain’t suicidal but genocidal chasing this foreplay of a world war three of such domestic terrorism losing everything but somehow my work ethics gives me the freedom and trust from my psychiatrist to meet with me whenever he is in the office….