Portofolio for Jared Edward Harden

Can you share a positive example of where you’ve felt loved?

Xanax like candy and a shoutout to another that called statement and other

My Dutch is very archaic and very direct and English has always been slow to me and when I am not able to explain or whatever I speaking old archaic language that try to hide such from a young child and I just allow and record my monologue of if I remember to or speak to plants and animals as being made to feel isolated and alienated from society but have already fulfilled my dream or one of them as a trucker and welder and idk and idc to even explain in English but as these diagnoses from retired psychiatrists I am so jaded with music and art that I prefer creating as a personal medication. And other people I recently watching makes me think of an amazing friend that is El Salvador saying he isn’t Mexican as if he doesn’t like my Germanic Mexican ancestry Native American ancestry.

I love him in the sense of agape as I do all those true gays I met. Agape love is not umm that’s another blog

This torture of 1.4 billions seconds of torture of whatever and anyone that doesn’t see my resident two year in a 43 year old loop is gaslighting and other symptoms that my small size isn’t afraid to get stitches and my side side asserts and possibly scares hence I enjoy the rest of my other ancestry of this reincarnation of this life. Especially my Mexican and indigenous side.

To be asked for 14 plus years from doctors and therapists and case. Managers how can we help you and my loop of the same insane wuestion of an answer is, “idk u diagnosed me and I am not able to work because I successfully became a trucker and can’t drive to some pathetic multiple diagnosis to manipulate me to commit a crime and my El Salvador friend as we had a few conversation when Telecare would allow things of his trauma as if he ain’t allowed to talk and well I told him he is being gaslighted. So if some Jose Ventura sees this please reach out to this German Mexican Native American I love our friendship and Santa Monica on an access trip. But I refused such offer that my family may be in such scandal of some shit they are in but hey do the crime do the time. All I want is my damn commercial license reinstated of this bullshit I am certified business communication in English web master and there is no educational curriculum to further my education and if I get to choose my education from this it would be music but not sure which part I would study as it’s a massive ummm

Anyways perhaps the lies of my mother is really her not understanding her indocinations of neutral religion and all religion based how John wrote in revelations is dead and strips our American freedoms and allowing my archaic Dutch side to take over makes America look so much different as just a vacation even more than it already did.

And a shout out to Putin for trying to get a German president to speak Dutch but really it’s too direct for Americans to understand and my Mexican ancestry allows more freedom to punk the rebels of educated democratic stripping my republic rights to work my career of heresy slander hate lies and still waiting for my court case as if I am a criminal for not being manipulated by doctors and therapist to commit a crime to allow their educated demoncratic relevancy of thinking I have a problem when I do commit a crime.

Ha ha

But this country is amazing for such peaceful way handling our dreams and encourage all to migrate anyway they may and deserves all rights to freedom of democracy under our democratic republic u.s. constitution.

But the two oaths of military service is the best part of my so-called humanitarian veteran status using my civilian status to punk the bullshit as if I am some type of spy for the u.s. military as some type of bait.

Ha ha

Yes we now have to relearn to trust again and forgive ourselves

And as the devils advocate says vanity is his favorite sin and what’s wrong with loving ourselves as in Justin Bieber go love yourself song thx but our Canadian side is too nice Bieber and my Mexican Native American side is to indigenously playful to have fun with my German directness.

I am who I am and I am what I am and change is impossible as what shall I change into if I don’t know what any ever though I was to then change from… a if-then loop of a conditional logical flow chart that collects data and stores like a database in my mind ever so expanding enjoying the god and spirits.

I deserve justice and fair treatment in this scandal as my German side did leverage my careers to compensate me to be able to survive such torture.

Ugh this English is retarded and long winded that my archaic Dutch mind triggered to accept may say in one syllable if maybe less than five words. If I do say more Dutch ha ha it would be too fast for anyone to translate and then the profiling English question would need to be visited of lots of key words open more data in my databases mind of a computer engineer psychology architecture mechanical welder trucker. Manager ceo mind

Ummm ugh this will need to be revisited and more later to be translated in English

But to Harper Lee we need to think logically critically as the Bible says to test and see if what you learn is to what u are you

Later