My coming out. Ha. Am I gay? Or r u harassing me? Denying isn’t lying, mother.

Ugh to be sexually harassed and groomed my whole life as a child puts me in a psychotic loop for all my life.

Why do we deny our losses when we know it would be better better to just move on. But it’s interesting that the covert narcissistic predators still need the validation of I want to blame you for what we do because we want to control you in a way to blackmail in I told you and you didn’t listen and obey and now we have make you have such consequences.

It’s to and obey. Ugh, not what I do and don’t question what I do because I have given you enough reason that you don’t need to question my authority. If you question my reasoning and you have no right because I am your parent or elder in a religious organization to help to draw close to god then, you are being disrespectful of the authority that my supervisors have given and they say they are from god. If you question and walk away then it’s on you because we are the true religion and don’t take my words out of context so you can question my reasoning or you are mentally ill and diseased.

Good thing we have psychiatric doctors to diagnose you and if you don’t listen to the doctors then, you are unreasonable and are questioning a doctor’s authority to treat you and you really don’t want the help because of your reasonable insanity.

You need male bonding aka butt sex with either girls or boys. Wtf?

But, granny what is male bonding. Ugh you should know grandson and I can’t reason with you and you should be ashamed.

Being evicted and blamed by mental health

But telecare I don’t know how to marry and can’t afford to marry. I don’t know how two men could set a family example for our son. Idk how two men create a son. I am told that I when finally able to ask such questions that they are inappropriate when telecare is a known LGBT cognitive behavioral therapist office across California.

Top versus bottom?

So which are you? Denying this grief if sexual harassment and each time I do I get flashbacks. Err haha hallucinating voices and moving images and my body trauma tremors.

If I deny I am a bottom because I don’t want to be submissive my fucked. Err then I guess I am a top. And if I admit I am a top, then, I guess I say I like my penis eating shit from chocolate caves of wonders of shit.

Grab her by the pussy, thx trump.

Are you that angry to take what a top did to you because that too is so perverted he likes his pee pee or penis or dick eating your shit from your shit hole?

Seriously, to grieve and told you’re mentally ill because ei don’t want to eat shit or have someones penis eating my poop πŸ’© or feces and be blamed that I been ostracized and isolated from society is okay with me. These past lives has talk me more about psychology or human behaviors that I questioned everything like a child does. I had consulted with someone he called himself William Baird and I asked him what would a boy ask or do if we talked about sex? He said, “he’d cry.” I then asked why but no answer.

Ugh, so I guess I need mental health help for my illness of not wanting a penis eating my shit hole or I don’t want my penis eating someone’s shit either.

Ugh, and then, to have my husband tell me he wants to love my son triggers me to anger 🀬 why someone wants to eat a boys shit with his penis.

Haha I said my husband that I rejected his proposal. Oh comedy can hilariously disgusting.

I hope everyone that ate shit or had their shit eaten understands that you been raped and not loved

Smile cause ur worth it πŸ’—πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜πŸ˜Š 😊❀️

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