Portofolio for Jared Edward Harden

Are you patriotic? What does being patriotic mean to you?

Yes thanks for a few past family that had a little to share so I could educate myself in my dreams I have been sabotaged in everywhere I turn gaslighted and blame for giving my time money and energy as if I must freely be so giving and be thankful for a “bowl of rice a day and a gun in my back,” Dead Kennedys holiday in Cambodia. This punk rock song is not was explicit as nickleback but really a bowl of rice or is it fishing from(for) men and be thank for psychology the study of human behaviors that we all need such sexual intimacy, (gun in ur back) but thanks to the lgbt propaganda of love is love trying to human traffic me to blame me for the trafficking so covertly done in the name of come thee to ur lord and savior and king of the Jews and deserving to “help babies make more babies” err Vance propaganda but really thanks to trump eradicating the democratic lgbt laws for commonsense to protect his hand in the trafficking efforts and make the government smaller to I guess allow the states to dominate and when the states fail to provide the jobs then trumps team can force such efforts and provide the basic necessities as a legendary Vietnam soldier recently told me just food water and shelter. Hey perhaps clothing and sex is not a need, so thanks for stripping us down naked to not allow us to be fucked but the stingy and covetous (niggardly) ones can rape and lie and slander and act like it was the nakedness that cause such covetous and they should be thankful for the bonus after it was how she or he was dressed and in the scenario naked.

The hypocrisy, and to be poisoned with food and knocked out and waked not realize I passed out I know it was a fentanyl dose thanks that it wasn’t an overdose and the nap was a short one what I witness of some uses. Now I just thank any one offering me food and or drink in my death of neglect genocide hoping my sins knowing good and evil as the fruit I tasted in my chocolate cave of wonders as a coke baby turns me to dust so that my body can be at peace and my mind and soul goes where it wants.

And quickly may it be so that necromancy of my deathly body isn’t made into a pornography film blaming me as if an embalmed bodies is able to make such a zombie decision.

https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/post-traumatic-stress-disorder-ptsd-and-complex-ptsd/self-care/

So I carry and write notes with a pen and paper or a journal app or on this blog and this is a patriotic duty of some oath I seared to protect USA from dictatorship of their own laws that they won’t write to gaslight and trick and manipulate people into punishing them for their sick cool kids game of mocking and punishing them but hey perpapa the kike way or circular thinking is allowing these nighardly one to get punished with a chink chink of a chain whip. And then some how blame it all on the rag heads for terrorizing their circular reasoning and logical fallacies. Now Metallica with their song fight fire with fire, not sorry for what my language of such vulgarity but freedom of speech to incite as they do to me more hate as in thank you trump for the permission of drain the swamp and I add of the haters. It’s funny the crimes of Jesus is somehow overlooked as righteous and holy for the sake of teaching how to make babies from babies. Because once you have a baby parents somehow need to heed the counsel of religious nut jobs to mold them to become parents making more babies according to Vance propaganda.

Ugh but this free mason rite of passage is even far more worse grooming to manipulate this rape of teenagers and some states were trying to lower the age of consent to twelve years of age.

Accepting is the own stage and the other four our bullshit

So I write and carry my toys in my pocket to remind me of what the link above on ptsd self care

And music and I self talk and pray out loud or silently to my higher self and other gods even Jesus himself explaining his crimes were crimes and he was lied upon but he knew this and had some master plan with his faithful twelve. Hmmm twelve ha ha…

And his other betraying ones speaking out what they knew at the time and even denying Peter and Paul later writing such words.

But really it’s been a fun and humorous ptsd journey of torture rhat toska is my new blissfully only Russia word I know.

And I just cry when I need to let it out wishing for this torture to end as this is death and it seems life is being put to rest not breathing and at least in death I can in the birds and trees but in life it’s just sleep and never waking from it. Ha ha it I was told it was not what I have done which is giving everything but what I have not yet done to fulfill it to be some sacrifice for Jesus to get his deserving role of fucker and not the fuckee. Idk my so-called degree Daniel Jesus harden repeatedly tells me this.

Anyways I await Jesus to show his face in court to sue me for not coming to him as a child and giving him love but I ain’t sure how to give such love either come or be ccummed to or fuck his holiness or be fucked as a bondslave?!?!?

Anyways smile cause ur worth it and now thanks god for nothing as a guy I recently met said to me. Ha ha

Joker says, “my life is comedy” a comedy is finding humor in a tragedy and well death should be a place to breath and find passion and life is to be not breathing, ha ha sometimes it feels so dyslexic like this to make me reread my posts and laugh later in my writing of Shakespearean type monologue.